#the s in skk stands for sickening actually

[minusboy]

dazai’s almost lighthearted “you used corruption, believing in me?’ like he doesn’t quite believe that he’s worthy of such loyalty

versus chuuya’s completely unflinching “i used corruption because i trusted you,” in return

combine all this with the fact that in mersault dazai literally trusted chuuya enough not only to be on his side but enough to put a literal gun to his head. and then pull the trigger.

anyway i-